took two days off to compensate my boys
for not being able to catch them before they went to bed for two nights in a roll last week
i had all these things i had in mind to do with them
as well as things i want to make for them
but the reality is
i was nowhere near my plan
i fell sick
monday, i was able to take bbb to the park for a walk
and picked up little bb after school
but that's about all i could do before i collapse into bed
tuesday was bad
i needed to lie down most of the day because of the medication...
never had i felt so strongly about taking really good care of my health
at times like this,
i felt so helpless for not being to be there for the boys...
i need to stay strong and healthy for them!