Tuesday, October 18, 2016

big feet small feet cute feet

little bb is still staying at home
waiting for full recovery....

for someone active, 
and who loves going to school,
these few days have been long and boring...

one up side to this is that
i see him making more effort to interact with bbb

holding bbb,
reading together,
playing together with bbb's toys,
feeding bbb,
patting bbb's head and face


the best part
was doing the baby talk

bbb goes "oooooo"
little bb goes "ooo ooo oooo"

bbb goes "aaaaaaaa"
little bb goes "aaa aaa aaa"

with this
it suddenly become very real to me that 
one day,
these two precious babies of mine will be interacting and talking to each other!

i know this is silly... of course they will be talking 
but this never felt as real as the moment i see them doing this baby talk

one day,
the two will be happily chit chatting
then the next minute fighting over toys

one day,
the two will be holding hands
then the next minute arguing over nothing

one day,
the two will be cycling side by side
then the next minute getting upset at one being faster than the other

one day,
the two will be sitting next to each other doing homework
then the next minute arguing over who knows it all

i can really see and feel it coming now

thank you God for these precious little gifts
thank you God for answering my prayers

sometimes i look at myself
and wonder how i could ever be a good parent, providing them the guidance they need

God, please help remind me how blessed i am at times of doubt
please guide me when i feel lost and lack confidence

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