Friday, October 11, 2013

it's extremely rare that we go out on a date night
while little bb stays home...

and it gets even rarer that i watch movie at the cinemas

tonight is one of those nights...

went on a "double date" night with joanna and her hubby to watch gravity....

the movie was great
(not to go into details here...
but the part about losing the most beloved and precious thing to oneself,
from losing self and meaning, giving up,
to awakening, standing up again, appreciating life again
has the most impact on me.
i can relate to it so much.... my eyes got watery)

what i want to jot down here is... about little bb....
the look on his face and the words he spoke when we went home after the movie...

he wasn't asleep yet...
as soon as we walked into the bedroom,
he has the most contented look on his face.
he immediately threw himself to somotu and gave him a big hug....
he has the biggest grin...
he then gave me a very very warm look, smiled and held my hands...
no words were spoken nor heard in the room...
but we all felt the warmth and love....

and as i sat down to watch him fall asleep,
he opened his eyes to look at me every time he almost fell asleep...
he reached out to hold my hands
and whispered "mami" each time...
and kept asking "mami, 你係邊到返哩?"

i love you little bb.


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i should learn to appreciate what i have 
and
i should try to not let things get into me so easily...



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