Tuesday, September 11, 2012

this & that & self maintenance

i have been back to work for almost a week now.....  sadly, it seems that little bb has become less attached to me....  he asks for dadi more than me....  =(

some times at work, i think about those three weeks when we spent all the time together.  i think about riding the mini-van back home after school and how he fell asleep in my arms....   i think about our tram ride and star ferry rides....

the system was finally up for me to check the number of vacation days i am entitled to this year....  sadly, not enough to make me feel better.....



these days, i get phone calls from little bb when he gets on the bus to go to school and when he comes home by the school bus.  

i love his voice over the phone.... 

i love how his says "ma mi?"

i love when he speaks language from the outer space.  






 i love his mushroom head































i love these polaroids taken 



every time i did something for myself, i can't help but feel guilty....
feeling guilty for not spending the time with little bb.

tonight after work, i went for some self maintenance, i.e. hair cut and color treatment.....
have been putting this off for some time but those mischievous shiny silver strands just won't stop growing.....
so with the guilty feeling, i went to fix these little strands.
when i got home, little bb was still up and running...
and i was able to spend some time with him and put him to sleep
*smile*

2 comments:

joanna said...

totally understand that feeling...hang in there...~~

aileen ♥ motu said...

*_*