Monday, December 20, 2010

busy nothing
























can't believe it has been nearly two months already!!!
when i first started my maternity leave, i thought to myself
"gee, four months of leave is really really extremely long!!!! 
i bet i will want to cut short my leave and return to work sooner."

but boy, how time really flies!
at the blink of an eye, two months have came and gone!
not long, i will be back to work!

and when i think of what i have done in the past two months,
it's really the same day in day out....
everyday, i nurse him, bathe him, change diapers, play with him, talk to him....
and all over again the next day....
my days now are measured by how many diapers i have changed, how many times he makes the cute "coo" sound, how many times he sneezes....

i feel like i haven't really "accomplish" much these two months...
as these experiences are different from how many projects i have completed at work, how many brooches i have made in my leisure time, etc etc.....

but one thing i feel more strongly and strongly as each day passes is that
these moments with little bb are the most precious moments...
each second spent with little bb is unique and will become our memories....
and surely very very fond memories....

amongst the many things we do together, my favorite "activity" is lying in bed with little bb every morning, holding him in my arms, sniffing his baby scent, patting him softly, watching him fall asleep in my arms.......  so close is the feeling... as if nothing can bring us apart. 

i am beginning to find that four months is not long enough..........

4 comments:

Betty said...

Motu, Merry x'mas to you, little Andre and your family.

Bet

aileen ♥ motu said...

merry christmas to you too betbet!

joop said...

He seems chubbier. Well done aileen :)

aileen ♥ motu said...

^_^

he is due for his monthly check up next week.... will see if he is on the right track!