Monday, August 2, 2010

change



















i never thought i would get ear holes when i was little.
in fact, i would say i was never feminine when i was little.
for the most of my high school years in hk, i had really really short hair.
so short that sometimes people would mistaken me as a boy,
and sometimes, even thought i was my younger brother!
and the funny thing is, i used to be very happy when people gave these kind of comments!

it wasn't until i was sent to boarding school that changes slowly kicked in...
i was living in a dorm, sharing rooms with girls.
slowly, i was influenced by them.... 
girly talks, girly outfit, girly look....
for the two years spent in high school,
i started wearing skirts more, put away sneakers, permed my hair,
and getting ear holes.
not just two ear holes, but more..... 

now only a few of the ear holes would let earrings go through.
i usually only wear earrings on weekdays when i go to work.
there is a pair which meant the world to me....  it was from grandma....

recently, i have been wearing earrings again on weekends...
probably because of all the physical changes due to my current condition...
i feel so big and clumsy that i just want to feel a bit "prettier".....
i know a small pair of earrings doesn't really do that much of a difference.
probably no one can tell i am wearing them anyway...
but they do make me feel better....  ^_^



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my appetite hasn't really changed that much,
though i do crave for two things:
iced lemon tea and fresh fruits
i was very disappointed when the fresh fruit boxes were sold out today...


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i have read on blogs and heard others claiming that they can't see their
own feet at some point in time.
tonight, after dinner, i was walking around the house, i looked down,
and
i finally think i have an idea of what they are talking about!!!!


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i was asked whether i am listening to classical music at home for calming, etc etc reasons...
no no no
i am still listening to the type of music i fancy all along....
right now, i am listening to a jazzy version of "let it snow"....
hmmm.... christmas.... i love christmas... and it's not too far away!
ho ho ho

6 comments:

sabe said...

come on! my tummy looked exactly like yours after my meal!!!! so i think i'm already pregnant a long time ago! hahahahaha!!!!

aileen ♥ motu said...

but not what the dr said today!!! urgghhhh!!!!!

sabe said...

i think i should visit the dr and see what she says. maybe she'll tell me that i was pregnant long time ago and why didn't the baby come out?!

aileen ♥ motu said...

CMG!

ar sa said...

my hair was really short too back in the highschool days...haha

aileen ♥ motu said...

hahaha you too!!!! i need to see a picture of that!