Saturday, July 17, 2010

inside

you have gone through rounds after rounds of job interview with mama,
you must have wondered why mama kept repeating the same answers to the same set of questions;

you have went to the hospitals many times to visit our beloved beloved grandma,
how much i wish you could have met porpor and be held in her loving arms. 
i am sure you would be spoiled
but now mama can only show you pictures and tell you stories about porpor;

you have gone through hours and hours of mama worrying and crying;
you have been to mourning places which i wish you wouldn't have to go to;

you have been through so much anxiety and sadness....
i hope these feelings wouldn't affect you
and you will be a happy bb.

these days mama is becoming moody......
i am trying not to show any signs to others.
but i am quite tired.
nonetheless, i will try my best to control myself and stay happy
for you.

4 comments:

Ciyou said...

take care my friend

aileen ♥ motu said...

^_^

sabe said...

i will make the baby happy too!!!! =) don't worry!

aileen ♥ motu said...

thx dear... love you