Saturday, September 19, 2009

stormy




i felt (and still feel) like this in the past couple of days....
it's like
nothing is going in the right direction.
and
i'm losing confidence in a lot of things... in myself, things i do, decisions i've made....
i actually want to back out from things i have committed myself to....


arrghh
i am currently in an irritated mood...


hmmm
the one thing i did right was
i didn't switch myself onto a "retail therapy" mode...
i was surrounded by lots of temptation this afternoon....
but i managed to walk away from ALL of them!


maybe tomorrow,
i will feel better
and
gather myself...

4 comments:

ashlee 魚 said...

it's misty outside today,
but we can still see the beam of sun light.

r u out of the island already ?

aileen ♥ motu said...

actually i am staying on the island... it's a very long story but i decided to stay in the end.... not sure if it's the right decision... but i keep telling myself not to think too much ...

ashlee 魚 said...

oh.. whatever your decision is... i will support you la.... ^^

aileen ♥ motu said...

thanks so much ashlee...